DEAN AND SAM AND LUCIFER AND "YOU GOTTA BELIEVE IN ME" AND "THIS IS REAL" AND "YOU GOTTA CARRY ME". EVERYTHING IS HURT/COMFORT AND IT HURTS SO GOOD.
AND CAS MIGHT BE DEAD. I HOPE HE'S REALLY MOST SINCERELY DEAD BUT I'M NOT COUNTING ON IT, I'M NOT THAT LUCKY. He's probably stewing somewhere under the sea in an octopus' garden in the shade.