12 February 2010 @ 05:28 am
SUPERNATURAL 5X14 "MY BLOODY VALENTINE"  
I DON'T EVEN...



Can't believe I'm writing this at 5AM, please forgive the inevitable errors.

01. FIRST OFF: THIS EPISODE SHOULD COME WITH A WARNING. FUCK, I'M NOT EASILY SQUEAMISH BUT JFC ON A CRACKER. This is the first time that I felt like, sick to my stomach when I watched something, I'm not usually squeamish. Then I had a full blown panic attack was alone and sitting in the dark, I know, wuss, I couldn't breathe in deeply and idek D: but then of course Jensen's all...fuck ;___; I forgot about the PA and just burst into tears. Fuck I love this show. Edlund you sick mofo.


02. John and Mary got set up by Cupid. Huh. Also way to open up a raw wound there Cupid.

03. Jimmy, holy frak, please tell me he is not still in there? Because that would just suck, poor guy has been through enough and I thought that Cas getting killed finally put him to rest. I love the guy, The Rapture is one of my favorite episodes but dammit the the alternative is just cruel. Question, we've seen future!Cas and if Zach didn't make the whole thing up how could both be in one body yet be human for all intents and purposes? My mind cannot process this right now...I don't even want to think about what this could mean for the end of the season...fuck.

04. Sam, you poor son of a bitch D: we're back at this point again, I know the show hasn't really dealt with the process of the blood withdrawal, excluding WTLB, since it was drained/magicked away by God? or whatever it was. But dammit his screams made my heart hurt.

05. Some are maybe gonna think that Cas letting Sam out of the bunker should've come up, but... idk I want them to mention it on screen if it they haven't supposedly done it off screen like the First Seal talk, but I don't think it was the time or place tbh :( the whole ending was painful, Dean and Castiel's faces in the end, their silence contrasted with Sam's screams, Jeebus.

06. Dean, stop breaking my heart you poor bastard. I'm glad, well not glad as in glad but still, that we're finally seeing the emotional effect this whole messed up situation has had on him: Hell, living, friends dying, Sam's addiction, the Apocalypse and God knows what else. We all knew that his ~swallow sadness~ shtick wasn't going to last forever but dammit that boy is too much for me, the last scene had me in tears ;__;



STEPPING AWAY FROM DEPRESSIONVILLE FOR NOW, ON TO THE FUN THINGS!

❤ "TEAM FREE WILL" ON A CASE TOGETHER, BOOYAHHHH!!
❤ LOL handsy Cupid. I hope they burned those suits afterward.
❤ The cellphone scene, personal space issues, love it. Oh Cas, you're so awkwardly presh <3
❤ Cas was one hungry hungry Hippo, and he enjoys White Castle, there's gotta be a joke somewhere in there....



Back to depressing matters, ~HELLATUS OF DOOM~ PART TWO IS UPON US >:⎮ *shakes fist* DAMN YOUR EYES!!!
 
 
Current Mood: exhausted
 
 
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[identity profile] spacefragments.livejournal.com on February 12th, 2010 04:34 am (UTC)
how could both be in one body yet be human for all intents and purposes?

that's what i'm wondering-- i imagine cas just... like smothered jimmy's soul until it stopped existing inside the body. fuck, that sounds so awful.
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ext_85807[identity profile] a-way-of-sin.livejournal.com on February 12th, 2010 04:35 am (UTC)
oh my god :X
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[identity profile] stardustcities.livejournal.com on February 12th, 2010 04:52 am (UTC)
YOU'RE SO MUCH MORE COHERENT THAN ME.

I loved all of iiiiiiiiit. Cas in Dean's space with the phone was awesome, though XD
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[identity profile] discountfactor.livejournal.com on February 12th, 2010 06:51 am (UTC)
Cupid has now enraged me BECAUSE NOW I WANT MORE JOHN/MARY BACKSTORY. WHAT DO YOU MEAN THEY HATED EACH OTHER. WHAT?!

I may have enjoyed Cas shoving his face with burgers a little too much.

The last scene totally broke me. Sam crying out from the pain of withdrawl, Dean breaking apart and doing the one thing he never does, just asking anyone, for help. UGH. SHOW, WHY DO YOU DO THESE THINGS!?
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[identity profile] crazyumbrellas.livejournal.com on February 12th, 2010 06:54 am (UTC)
Well the White Castle thing...Jensen's fiance was in the sequel to that Harold and Kumar movie? lol but that's a stretch.

Bringing Jimmy up again REALLY bothered me even though I love both Castiel and Jimmy. One of the smaller issues was eating that much food...because that is so not healthy for that body and don't get me started on that raw meat.
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ext_85807[identity profile] a-way-of-sin.livejournal.com on February 12th, 2010 03:50 pm (UTC)
I really hope they clarify it soon because I really don't see the point of bringing Jimmy back; Cas is starting to go native and if they keep him like that then the logistics of two souls in one body just confuses me. Then if Cas gets his powers back and stays in the body then Jimmy would, like Claire!Cas said, be stuck in his own body for thousands of years. Then there is of course the possibility that Cas will leave and give Jimmy control over his body again at the end of the season. I don't want to think about it D:

For now I'm going to stick with the ambiguity of what Cas said, and take it as the Jimmy meatsuit, the vessel, the physical body craving food because Cas doesn't eat and yet he is becoming more and more human and more tied to the vessel.
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[identity profile] thirteenfluidoz.livejournal.com on February 12th, 2010 03:31 pm (UTC)
WTF IS UP WITH DEAN HAVING NO SOUL!?
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ext_85807[identity profile] a-way-of-sin.livejournal.com on February 12th, 2010 03:39 pm (UTC)
tbh I don't think we should trust the word of a Horseman. I don't believe Dean has no soul per say, more like what he went through in Hell damaged it/broke it somehow? Or hell even before that, with surviving in Faith and In My Time of Dying, and selling his soul - it's been pretty clear that he doesn't value his own life that much. Dean's mentioned this hole he has in himself a few times now, we just didn't take it literally I guess.
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